I know, I know. I have since talked to him and, since I have done absolutely nothing to let him know I have been thinking all this CRAP today, I am letting it all go. I absolutely will not do anything to undermine our R or M and all the work I have put into it since the bomb. I know I am ASSuming and allowing my mind to wander all over the place.
I'm just glad H helped me figure out that he needs to be #1 priority and our M as well. Hopefully he will or has or is still getting the "love" back for me as he sees how much I do love him and am willing to put so much effort into getting things right again. I don't ever want to hear "I don't love you like that" or "I love you as a person and the mother of my children, but nothing more" EVER AGAIN and I have vowed to make sure I do everything I can so that that does not happen.
I have a piece of paper on my computer that says "NEVER FORGET."
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
