Thank you NOP. I guess I know this in my mind, but my heart still hurts that I feel like I've wasted so many years being resentful toward my H instead of just loving him. Now that I have changed courses, I realize how much I truly do love him and how much I was hurting him and not really knowing how badly. I've said it before, I just pray that I didn't figure this out too little, too late.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
