Ok, guys & gals, having a hard time today. I just felt in my gut that something was different last night. He just seemed distant last evening & then this a.m. I called him @ work (for legit reasons) and he didn't say ILY when we got off -- OW (EA) works w/ him -- was she in the vicinity or is he just stressing, etc.? I don't know. Maybe I'm working myself up, but I just don't want to go back to where we were !!! Things seemed to be going so well & he is leaving in less than 2 wks!! I haven't been able to get up the nerve to talk to him about R or OW or anything for fear that I will "rock the boat." I just feel sick. I know he is still talking to her on a regular basis & not just @ work, but on the phone during the day (cell) and I just don't get it. What is he getting from her? If he's telling her things still aren't good w/ us, doesn't that make him feel guilty? Obviously, he doesn't realize how damaging this is to our M and us moving forward! I hate the thought that he will continue to talk to her regularly when he's gone!
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
