Is it over for me?

[Yoyowife]

Thanks everyone for the encouragement. Yesterday was better. I think I was just having a pity party for myself Monday night. I guess with everything we are going through we are entitled every once in a while as long as WAS doesn't know about it.

My D and I did a little shopping. She really likes to decorate the house,( my little interior decorator)so I let her pick out a few new things for the den. That was fun.

D is on the dance/drill team at the high school and recently had tryouts and made it for the 2nd year. She has decided she wants to really get in shape for it so she wants to start a serious diet so we will do that together. Although I've lost several pounds I have more I can lose. So as you can see I'm fine.

Penny,
I have done several things for myself. I've let my hair grow and virtually bought a new wardrobe. Everything else was falling off. My pants literally looked like one of those ads where the person has the pants on and holding the pants out in front at the waist about 6 inches. So I definitely feel good about that. I was getting nails done, but I stopped that because I have so much end of the year paperwork to do it's hard to type with the nails, so I'll treat myself when it's all done!
I'm here for you also, Penny.