Our last topic got filled so here we go. I missed you guys! Anyway, as I read more posts from others...I have felt worried. I am at the point where I do not want to kiss my husband. It is like living with my friend. And kissing makes me feel disgusted kind of. I don't know what caused me to be so unattracted to him. But if we could have s without kissing...i do that as much as possible. S is still not frequent...but kissing is almost nonexistant. Even when he leaves for trips...a peck is given which seems very quick and obligatory.
I am reading the 5LL and am enjoying it. I am on LL2...sorry it is taking so long. With three kids and they are under 9 yrs old. My house is chaotic when it is just me trying to do everything. Remember my H travels.
Anyway, there's some new info I don't know if I shared. SO basically I have ld for H, I miss adult interaction and feel invisible being at home....but wouldn't trade raising my kids for anything. And it is a thankless job....but priceless at the same time. And the new intimacy issue I shared about not wanting to kiss him. And to deal with my depression, I obsessively run and lift weights. (Instead of taking anti-dep)
