I know sometimes I beat myself up for saying and doing things that I have worked so hard to correct. It was strange today. My H called about 10 times today. He called first thing this morning all positive and happy. Is he just trying to make me feel better or is he feeling guilty. It is hard to understand knowing he still is seeing OW. How do you guys handle it.
I finally get control of myself and athink I can detach and be stronger. but it is a fight a lot of the time...I am doing better. I had my mind made up not to call him today and then he calls. I have to talk business to him because for once in a long time he is coming to do work for me because I neededit done so I can go to youngest S's mom wkend. When he is here he acts like there is nothing wrong. How can you read someone like that.
Well I am really tired tonite. I attended a wkshop for our own business this afternoon that I had to go to. It is been a long day. So if I don't make sense I think my mind has gone blank.
If anyone has any advice I would appreciate it. It is such a roller coaster ride.
