2940,

We all make those big mistakes. I did one yesterday too and was so bummed at my self. But I beat my self up all yesterday. Surprising today h probably called me 10 times and was really positive and up beat.. go figure. He was almost to nice. I had made up my mind after I had that fall backwards that I had to completely detach except for business. Now after he calls I know I have to but it is hard when he is trying to be nice. Is is for real or just trying to make me feel better.? We are all or have been in this same situation. No one said that it is easy. Don't expect to much just because he said he is thinking about working on your M. Just like I am trying to decide is he being to nice or what is he up to. Is it honest or guilt.

Virginia, The spoiled brat syndrome is interesting like YoYo I am an only child but never really thought of it as spoiled. My mom was strict that I would not be spoiled. But we all are in a sense. I probaly like 2940 aren't use to failing at to many things. I have done well in school, sports, my boys about anything I have ever tried. So it is very hard to not think that I have failed my family and H so I tried to hang on. After listening to you guys I realize that is the wrong way. 2940 we have to detach. You have the perfect time now with your office being at home.

I agree have some music on or TV for noise. Make yourself have a schedule to keep you on track at least till you feel comfortable working at home. I know that works for me. If I don't sometimes I get easily side tracked.

Good Luck and Keep GAL . I know you can.