Thanks for the perspective on our sitch's, I pray that both of our M flourish.
Well today was pretty tough on me emotionally, oddly once I got home I was ok...Strange....
When I got home today my W was on the phone up in our bedroom, I do not think she knew that I was home. I could hear that she had the sniffles and was talking to someone on the phone. I did NOT try to eavesdrop on her conversation, but I did over her her say to whomever that she will be standing alone and that she will enjoy life to its fullest and not be held back....I might have para phrased a little but that was the part that I heard while walking up the stairs. I guess life with me over the last 10 years must have really sucked that she cannot every see enjoying life while being married to me. I know... don't listen to what she says rightnow, but, she did not say this to me I just so happened to over hear this part of a phone conversation.
Another scarey thing that she told me tonight is that her girlfriends husband looks to be filing for divorce. He is a WAH involved in atleast a EA - thats all I know about the their stich. This is one of the few people that my W has confided in during this whole mess, from were I sit it is because she had her own sitch going on and could not pass judgement on my W - maybe I am wrong. The scarey part for me is if this girl is really going down this road and starts advicing my W on legal matters things like: what to do, what not to do, how to sh%^ more on me, etc.... I guess I cannot worry about all of that it is out of my hands. I can only worry about me and my girls.
I should point out that D5 had t-ball practice again today and afterwards we went to dinner as a family. There was only small talk which mainly focused on the girls. It was actually not a bad night together....though it is not done yet. My W is currently at the book store, atleast this is what I was told, she probably won't get home until midnight - plenty of time for me to dose off.
One thing I noticed to night is that my W was wearing her purity ring. Little background on that, it was probably a year and half ago when she went to a purity conference with the girls in our churchs youth group. She picked one up at the time to symbolize staying pure to her vows to me and God. HeHe... sorry I had to put that in there. Today is the first time I have noticed this on her in over a month. This was a welcome site - I think.
Thanks again everyone for your support. Sorry I haven't posted to anybody else lately, I have been lurking keeping up on everyone as best I can. Hopefully I can get the PMA going and start being a little more supportive to all.
