Thanks, 25. Glad you made it back to my thread. What you say about the heart following the mind makes sense. I will keep concentrating on what I know needs to be done, and hopefully internally I would be able to follow my mind as I continue to work through this. It also makes sense about what you're saying regarding the genuine hugs and affection. Thank you for pointing that out.
Question: I feel horrible about yesterday and feel very un-empowered right now. I feel like I need to "set the stage" better for my move home and put H back in the "hot seat" again of knowing that I am taking some time away to think. I did tell him this yesterday, but that was before the huge backslides that followed yesterday. I'm just not feeling very good about leaving things on that note. I did apologize this morning. Do you think that is enough, or should I let him know that I am really needing some time to think about what's going on? I just want to give this the best chance, and I know he said Vegas helped clear his mind. I just don't feel like I gave myself the same "push off" now as I did with Vegas. Thought???
