What am I going to do about it? Maybe stop posting my thoughts here. That might be a start.
OK. I'm going to grieve. That's how you heal from a loss. Gotta go through all the steps to finish the process. Perhaps I'm still in the anger stage.
I'm sure you're trying to help, but it's not really helping. You are not telling me anything I don't already know or suggesting anything that I am not already doing or that I know I need to do. I have had and will continue to have discussions with my C about this. I interpreted your post as having a challenging tone to it, and I do not respond well to challenges.
And there's that "blame" word again. I think this is the second time you've suggested that I'm sitting around blaming others for my problems and implied that I'm not trying to solve them. Thanks. Really helpful.
You know, I just started writing the post and the words came out and I realized, gee, I guess I still have some issues to deal with, don't I? I thought I had dealt with this particular one, but, apparently I have not.
