Okay, someone send me some encouragement for today. Today I am finally just plain pissed off. Of course, it does no good but I need to vent. How can these normal sound minded people(meaning my husband) turn so stupid? My Dad has had an accident at work and 3000 lbs landed on his hand, he is in surgery now to have his pinky amputated. I know, he is very lucky and all that. I thank God he is okay. But can someone tell me why I have to be the grown up and deal with all this crap and he gets the easy road and a girlfriend to come home to. Okay, I am done. Back to the hospital with a big smile and my PMA. Heck, I think my H has the right idea....just run and hide from all this sounds really good right now : )