Ali,

Great to hear from you. I hope you get your internet up soon so we can stay in touch.
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Do I realy have to harden my heart and close off others or can I be beautiful in spirit and still survive in this world?
I don't think you have to harden your heart, or close others off. However, you should not allow evil into your life. Your friend obviously has some real problems. I suggest you pray for her, forgive her, but not nurture that friendship at all. Just let it go, and keep as much space between you and her as possible. Don't call her anymore, just let her go and suffer through life on her own. There are enough good people on this earth that you are not required to spend your time with those that are OFF the right path.

Your H is one lucky fellow. Keep up the good work, keep on working out, and doing the things that make you feel good about yourself.

God Bless,

COG


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