Thanks, Virginia and Yoyo. Today is a new day. I appreciate your insights on the "spoiled brat" syndrome. You guys always give me so much to think about - thank you.
Gotta run, but just wanted to check in. Yes, today is a new day. I apologized to H this morning for my errors yesterday, and he said thank you and said everything is still okay. We'll see...
So, today will be a better day. Working from home for the first day is going to be hard, but I hope this proves to be a good step for both H and me. I've just got to get control of myself and do what I need to do. H did tell me yesterday that he made his decision to work on our M while I was in Vegas. He said it was because I wasn't around and also that I wasn't questioning him about everything. This is what I suspected, and I just can't seem to get ahold of myself to get that strong person back to continue what I started in Vegas. Yesterday was a really, really, really bad day. I don't want to ever, ever have one of those days again. I've just got to give him space and myself, too, and pray that if I can only continue Vegas it will give me some sanity back and allow H to see that and to WANT to come home, and to want to come home soon...
