Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

No still i didnt think it would be downhill from here, But H obviously did lol. He must have thought everything would fall back in place and he would feel like he used to. Once i explained the theory he understood what i meant. I know its going to be hard and am taking things one day at a time. things are looking good at the moment (touching lots of wood lol) i'm getting calls and texts from h and he even let me know he wouldnt be over as he was playing golf (where last week he just didnt turn up) so things are going ok.

will update later

Hugs HB