You know, Owen, we are having a lot of the R talk, but I mentioned this last night and she thinks it's fine...that we need to do it. I think it's worse for me because I'm hearing all the new stuff while she's getting everything off of her chest. She told me last night that she's had a few minor anxiety attacks...thinks the stuff over the last year is finally getting to her after bottling it up for so long. Our R talks are not the source of these attacks as they happen at different times; however, her feeling like she was going to pass out last night might have been a result of our R talk yesterday. Who knows?
In terms of doing something fun, that's already in the works. We are making a point of having some good family/H&W time tonight, then tomorrow night we're going on a double-date with my sister and her H. I do so need to blow off some steam. I feel like a pressure cooker.
Thanks for dropping by. To be honest, yesterday I was thinking that I wanted to just end it because it's so painful, I've already been through the ringer, and I still have got a long way to go with only minor hope for success. Unhealthy attitude? Probably, but I'm getting worn down...I've been dealing with this for 16 months and DBing three. I'm tired.
