I'm glad that you are at a point that you are putting it back together. The words will come in time. You might tell her that you miss the closeness. Maybe she need's you to know that she is scared and aprehensive of you also. In your car conversation she's asking you to trust her again. If you think she's worth it, go out on a limb and give her alittle. You are stronger and better and able to handle it if she stumbles. I don't think she will, she sounds sincere. Your two are moving in the right direction and I am glad for you. I dream of just being able to sit and look into my W's eyes again. But you are getting there and rebuilding.