jethro, I understand your funk, believe me I do! my only hope is that it will fade with time, it has for me somewhat... Yes there are days that I am still hurting, like today with h having been gone so long with the storm and the questions it raises in my possibly due to my insecurities but then I wonder is it really just womens intuition and he is still seeing ow and so arrogant that he took her out plowing with him?? probably not. did he screw her? probably not but I do not know, he won't even admit to a kiss...
I will tell you this, things have gotten better thus far for me, it is a long road a very long and windy road but how will we know if the pain we endure while traveling this road is greater or less than the pain we would feel if we just gave up??
I don't have any answers to this question, honestly I do not! I have seen and experienced way too much in my short life!! but I still don't have the answers.
