Hey B just checking in. One day at a time is good. Time your time in grieving but like LL said try not to say much more about this to her for now. Remember you are strong. Had a thought here, see what you think. When I was in delivery with bD, I had a mental picture of a huge red tulip field. Maybe when those bad pictures start in your head you can switch the picture to a tulip field. Whata ya think?!
