OH VOMIT!!! I e-mailed my XH to see how his weekend was. He has been house shopping, and he told me that he looked a the house that is next door to his 57 y/o friend. And SURPRISE SURPRISE he is very interested in it!
That just makes me sick on so many levels. He is 28 years old he doesn't need to live next to his second mommy. If I had suggested that we move in next to my mother he would have FREAKED out and told me that I needed to freaking grow up! He already spends EVERY waking hour there does he really need to live next to her? Doesn't he want his own space? Doesn't he want his own life? I know that if he moves in next to her the chances of us getting back together and continue a friendship is pretty much zero. He doesn't want her to know that he is talking to me. So I sure as HECK won't be able to go over there and see him. It was hard enough for me to realize that when he had a house warming party, that I would not be invited. But now this? He won't come over to my house b/c of the memories and our dog... but if this goes through I won't get to see him!
And as much as I want to say something about that, I know I can't. That will just make him mad. I guess this is another case of one step forward 3 giant steps back.
Grrr... I am soooo pissed!
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It breaks my heart that I am losing my husband to someone who does NOT have his best interests at heart!
