I went so far lastnight, trying to wriggle out of doing this again, as to tell him that one of us (OW or I) had to make him stick one R and since she wouldn't I would. He said, "OK" and I said, "Kevin go home. Go be with Cassie." I just kept telling him over and over and over and over (get the hint) that he would eventually change his mind back about her and leave me. I told him to go and enjoy the new family. He just kept saying, "He wanted his life back." "He only had one family and that was in Westfield" etc etc etc... he cried he begged he called when I would hang up.
He played my role (when I use to chase him) and I played his lastnight... I just kept saying it was over... and he would cry and beg... and... I just kept thinking of how I felt... and I cannot make him feel like that.... even though he's done it to me. Two wrong don't make a right. I don't know.... I'm confused.
