I know exactly what you mean. I wanted and still want to know all of the details. I would list the little details I need to know about, but they are kind of personal. Things that I held on to about our physical relationship. Kind of like you asking your W if she told him she loved him. I had to ask my W if he gave her an orgasm. Nobody ever has but me. (at least that is what she was telling me) I cherished that. I dont think it is because you want or need to know these things, but in our minds, it will help us to know these things? How you might ask. Well in my sitch, if I can get down to all of the little details, no matter how hard it might be to handle, then I will know that W is not holding anything back from me anymore. That there are no more lies. That she is open. We wont be living together with dirty secrets. That will help us to forgive and be comfortable around our spouses.
Anger is natural bellis, dont feel bad for being angry. Just dont let it take control of you. You have to control it. (pot calling the kettle black here)
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
