I went to sleep last night and woke up this morning thinking about your sitch - I really do feel it for you. Anger is a normal reaction I think. Still think you are handling this so much better than I would in your sitch. Try to keep focused on the future. I agree with what Stacey said about you having her soul. This is a part of us we don't open up and give to just anyone. I bet she is now DBing her buns off on you now - sounds like it from your previous posts.
Remember, all the changes you have made were for you - you are now a better person than you were before and would you really want to be the same person you were before?
I am so hoping that things will start to get easier - I've not read that part of the book yet and really pray I don't have to - I can already feel your pain and anger.
You've got some superb support on this board - Floyd, Stacy, JJ, MJ and many, many others - forgive me, my memory is not what it normally is - pregnancy kills brain cells!! Seriously, thank God for our children - I'd be lost without my son and this one on the way.