Quote: Hope you are doing okay today - I am thinking of you!
Thanks, RJJ. I appreciate the visit, and you know what, I am feeling much better--believe it or not. I also appreciate your thoughts. It's comforting to know I have some support... ((((RJJ))))
You know, I forgot to say something kind of significant in my multiple posts yesterday. My W said that it was kind of corny, but she thought that yesterday should become our anniversary date.
She's really being very sweet with everything. Of course, she should be with all that she's done over the last year. Nonetheless, I know that some people don't get the kind of gratiousness from their Ses like my W is giving to me...so I'm grateful for that. Lots of apologies, hugs, etc. I told her that I had my concerns that the way she was treating me was because of guilt and was not here to stay (hence, I'm worried the alien is going to come back). She said that although she feels guilty, she's here to stay. I guess time will tell.
She also said, "We'll work through this." I responded with the affirmative. In the past when she told me she would work on things her conviction was just not there. The words would come, but again, no action. This time it's very different. The words are different, how she says the words are different, and her actions when she speaks the words are different. Of course, I'm still a little gun-shy.
I am finding, however, that I can be pretty blunt because she's back in a place where she can hear it. I certainly couldn't have said these things a few months ago.
Nonetheless, I know that some people don't get the kind of gratiousness from their Ses like my W is giving to me...so I'm grateful for that. Lots of apologies, hugs, etc. I told her that I had my concerns that the way she was treating me was because of guilt and was not here to stay (hence, I'm worried the alien is going to come back). She said that although she feels guilty, she's here to stay. I guess time will tell.
