25, I don't get my situation either. Let me know if you figure it out...
Well, I'm halfway through my move. The movers are at the house now dropping everything off...
Gotta run and take this computer down and put in the new one, but just wanted to tell you that I'm doing it, and I feel like I'm going to throw up...
H was at the office this morning. I got there around 6:30, and his car was there, so I drove around, as I decided I didn't want to see him this morning before the move. Well, I drove around until 7:45, and he was still there! So I finally had to go in, as I hadn't even packed yet, and the movers were going to be there as early as 8 am! Well, as soon as I drove up, I thought to myself, "I wonder if H is sleeping in there." Well, sure enough, he was. So I woke him up, and he got up and went downstairs. So I'm frantically trying to pack boxes like a crazy woman as fast as I can, and he's still there... still there... still there... I kept praying for him to leave! But, he didn't. So the movers showed up, and he was still there, so I went down the answer the door when they rung the doorbell. And I went in to his office and said something like "just so you know, I'm moving my office back home." He said okay. And then I had to tend to the movers. So I went back into his office a few minutes later and told him quickly that I would talk to him more about this later. He said okay.
So, the movers started, and he did leave eventually. Then, my phone rang a bit later, and it was him. I decided not to answer it. I listened to the voicemail message when I was in the car with the movers following me home, and he was really, really gruff in the message... He said something about that the internet had quit and that he didn't know if I was taking my computer but if I could leave whatever parts he would need to hook back up to the internet, and then he got off the phone very harshly... Uh-oh...
So, now I have all of these scary thoughts going through my mind, like what if he talked to her last night and then went to our office. I was at the office until a little after 9 o'clock, and he obviously wasn't there yet... Maybe he just came to the office early this morning and decided he was tired... I don't know. Just to have him write that note to me last night and then be at the office this morning sleeping so late (NOT like him AT ALL...) He's always up early and out the door... So now I'm completely freaking out that he was maybe going to come home and I messed everything up... So I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to say to him now... STRESS!!!!! I want to still sound empowered, but I don't want him to think I've given up on us... I'm worried that I made a mistake...
