Hey Nic...Im Here...im not a big gun....but I know what u r going thru , I struggle with it all the time. Have you followed Cinders thread at all?
If ya are having those feelings...i think dark is the way to go....til you calm down.....my D is gonna happen too and I have to facilitate it..even tho it is never what I wanted. He filed in Jan...took him 10 months to do that and take his ring off! he lives with 25 yr old OW and screams no money and I should help him with our debt...yeah riiiight.
Fill me in on your stitch sweets. here or email me!
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest