I seem to be moving backward lately. I don't know if it is just repressed feelings that my H will come back to me and I am realizing that I don't think he will. Or if it is because his mom is here with me and it feels like H is just out of town while she is visiting or what. I haven't been this sad for a while. Can't sleep anymore either.
H is seeming happier, he's had a HUGE weight from work lifted off him so I can understand why. But I can't help but notice that he still wants nothing to do with our M, and that breaks my heart.
He called last night while the girls were there just to chat fo a few minutes. I think he was hoping for phone sex but I didn't go there. He has been ignoring me and blowing me off lately. I kept our convo light mostly, slipped in a little naughty talk just for him.
Reading the rest of the posts on here makes me question if my H really is MLC. I know to me it seems like it BUT he is no where near as bad as some of the obvious MLCers. My H is not stingy with money, he doesn't spew at me, there is no anger to show residual feelings, he is fairly indifferent to me, other than the "whatcha got on under there?" and other sexual comments. We do have some financial and ligistic things to sit down and talk about and he is avoiding that like the plague. He skirts around the issues and says we will talk about then but he never does. He seems to run away from me as quickly as he can.
I wonder if he is just a WAH and I have been deluding myself that he is MLC and will come back to me one day?
We do have some financial and ligistic things to sit down and talk about and he is avoiding that like the plague. He skirts around the issues and says we will talk about then but he never does. He seems to run away from me as quickly as he can.