Hi Creed, just wanted to send you a hug too. I was m over 30yrs and tog for over 40 and I do know how you are feeling. I am now 3years on from you, still single altho my x remarried his OW. He just forgot to mention it to me or his kids we all found out via gossip! His kids called him on it he replied it was just for tax reasons!. It gets easier and the being alone gets easier but you wrote so much of what I feel. If I live to be 100 I will never understand what happened maybe I just didn't know him at all. I wish you peace in your heart and joy and contentment for the rest of your journey.
