Journal time again

Well more surprises. After a relaxed and pleasant dinner date on Thursday the next day , I received a hand delivered card on my birthday , Friday 13th ( Who said it was unlucky!!??) with a gift certificate enclosed from my WAS!!! And the card said love ( insert name) . I have not had that included with his signature on any communication since way before the separation.
Then more communication this morning when he called to check I was home to drop something off.He returned dishes I had sent to him with goodies I had made some time ago . But he chose today the third day running to contact me ...and another little gift ..fresh papaya juice. This is a 180 for him.

But I must not run away with too many expectations here I know . I must be still and reflect for a moment . But it does feel good to know he he feels comfortable and connected enough to show he does still care. He had until recently remained very cool and distant from me .

With the additonal surprise of my , hitherto 'in the clouds son' taking me to lunch to a very nice restaurant and a beautiful flower arrangement from dear friends, I had a very nice birthday. And now other friends are taking me out to dinner to celebrate my birthday this evening . So it has turned into a Birthday week-end no less. I am a very lucky lady .

I am grateful for many things today :

The thoughtfulness of my family and friends
The positive response from my S
My feeling of strength
For the sunshine that I have in my day
For my daughter landing the job she wanted


Love and Light
Bislandgal

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