TimTam - what is it exactly that you are doubting about the move?
I do know that you are doing the best you can as fast as you can. I don't doubt that for a second. I also know the horrible feeling of acting before you can stop yourself (that was my drinking and dialling period!!!). I really empathise.
Concentrate on doing what works - then you will do less of what doesn't work. OK?
Have you read anything about the law of attraction?
V
Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.
