I'm penning some thots: These are questions I have so far....
Friday, April 13, 2007
Questions for H: 1. Why come back here at all? Until now, nothing has been indicated that he has any interest in coming back here?
2. Is this only until he finds someplace else to live as he finds a better place to be trying to make a place in the music world?
3. What does he expect of me while he lives here?
4. Am I allowed to expect anything of him? Am I allowed to ask anything of him?
When you left I stopped calling after 2 to 3 weeks. why? Because you wouldn't answer any of my questions - I learned there was no point. I have asked nothing from him since that time. I have tried to take care of as many things by myself as I can. Is that the way it is to continue?
5. Why did he leave me? And why is it ok to come back now? What is different from before?
6. Is there any commitment involved in this continuance of marriage? or just until tired of it because it is just not working.
7. What is commitment anyway? Is it only there when I do things the right way? Who decides what is right and wrong? Will you tell me if you are upset ? or just keep it to yourself until you decide to leave?
8. Are you wishing to come back simply to keep from paying any more rent?
9. You have not said anything to me since you left here about missing me. you do not call me during the week like when you were "courting" me so to speak. I love yous are rare. Why come back? you wanted passion before, there does not seem to be any of that with you toward me so what should I expect?
10. What happens if I were to get sick? I mean really sick. Would that be an inconvenience that you would say in your head "I didn't need this to happen to me right now"- or is there enough love in your heart for me to stand by me if I should need you in such a manner?
my stomach's getting sick!
Althea - You're right.........I have been on my own......I don't need him to come back. It is a good thing to remember that I am ok! Gosh........I almost forgot that.
brue
I'm alive, I'm happy - why shouldn't I tell the world I've got my head screwed back on just fine. Life is good for the Brue!
