Rosey I can't believe your H. How could he not appreciate you? In the time I have known you on this BB you I have seen what a kind, loving, compasionate woman you are and you have put yourself out there to show your love for him. Let him go, he is not going to find better than you and he is going to learn that lesson hard way. He is going to realize (to late) he lost the best woman he will ever have known. I'm kinda in the same boat, I don't see alot of hope and it will be nice to get to the other side of this and not hurt anymore. It is true though, while we are hurting, it is the best time for personal growth. You are going to make a lucky man very happy some day Rosey and you will find happiness with him. Take care, 4
