Keep doubting yourself and you will take the fast track to divorce court...then again, H may just decide to use you further...have you help him save face with the family...never come home and never divorce you....just keep this sick rollercoaster ride going...
As for me...I can see the writing on the wall...if you don't move your office out there is NOTHING MORE I CAN DO TO HELP YOU...I do have my own problems and it does help me to help others...it DOES NOT help me to beat my head against a brick wall and watch someone go down with the sinking ship....so this is it...
IF THERE IS NO MOVE....I WILL THEN SAY GOOD BYE...if you move....I will continue to do what I can...you had realized how Easter could impact things negatively for you yet at the last minute you folded and went...what has been then consequences of that since???...begging, pleading, questioning, hugging, trapping....so I am stating for the record now that if you back out of moving your office that you will continue with more of the same and I can't do anymore to help you...sorry but that is how it has to be...and in time I am sure others who have been here from the start with you will do the same...
I am committed to not enabling you in your crippled state any longer...it has been long enough...get it together or keep sinking into the sad dispair that you claim to hate....
