I don't think it was a bad idea because I feel so cheap and degraded like I'm begging. then he just does it. No foreplay, no french kissing, just on lips, just does it till he comes then goes to sleep(obligation fulfilled?). If I try to tell him what I like and don't like, he feels I'm putting him down and then will turn me down if I try again, so rather than put myself through that torture, I gave up on initiating. I'd rather suffer being w/o sex than suffer the rejection.
Has it been this way throughout your relationship?
