Got some free counseling from a priest. He was also a trained counselor and he chewed me out for setting so much in motion, analysing, asking for advise etc. He said, look you hired a counselor, do what she says even if it turns out to be a divorce.
Today I took kids to school. D. cried and cried so I stayed. Talk to w. we were nice. I am feeling detached - sad about it, but detached. I supposs the only thing I can really do from here on out is sit back and watch the show, work on myself and love my family.
I may stay away from here for a few days or weeks as coming here makes me dwell too much on my situation. I may come by to read comments, but let me have some time away. God Bless each of you.
