Thanks for your concern. Yes, I'm okay. I just keep screwing up and doing the wrong things - I screwed up again today already.... I'm just angry at myself that I keep sabotaging things and can't seem to pull myself together to do what I know I need to do. I'm so bull-headed sometimes. And if I mess this up because I didn't do the right things, I'll never forgive myself. Even thought I KNOW that, I still just can't seem to get my act together. This is one of, if not the, most important thing I'll probably ever have to do in my life, and I'm just messing it all up. I'm not saying this to make anyone feel sorry for me - rather, I'm just expressing my anger at myself for the person I am being.
So, yes, I'm okay. I'm just mad at myself right now and am just in thought I guess.
