Well, it certainly sounds like you have your plate full. Spring break went fairly well. As I mention, there was a "future" statement given that indicated that I would still be around. I came very close to throwing out a "not *_____* likely, the way you treat me". But as I said before I kept composure and comments in check.
What did you think of 2 weekends ago? I very much wanted to print it out and drop in on W nightstand. Somehow W thinks she can play into the D mess and come out smelling like roses with the B and C. However I think the more W reconnects spiritually, she is seeing how that cannot happen and has been really soul searching. Somehow she has to figure out how she can keep face and go completely against commitments made (for selfish reasons). She can either choose to follow her "hip" friends and co-workers, or follow the things she has been taught and taught to our children. W wants to have FHE, but does not like to sit anywhere near me. That's right, unity and division in the same picture, no wonder the kids are a little confused. I know I am.
W did not like when I held FHE on nights that she worked. Said she wanted to be there for that. Again, held my tongue. I didn't want to say I was trying to pull back together what was left of the family (since I figured she would/will bail eventually). Well, I guess I should feel thankful for what I do have and the efforts she does make, even if they do seem out in left field. They seems to be an improving chance she will catch the vision.
