Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Just a quick update me and my d been swimming and am now shattered lol. Havent seen H since Monday he hasnt called or TM me. Im not sure if I should call him or just give him his space. Wish he wouldnt go cold like this. He hasnt even called to talk to kids, not that he ever does. will see H tomorrow night when I get in from work as he has the kids, will have to just act casual I suppose as if nothing has/hasnt happened. Jees I wish we had stayed as we were lol at least I seen more of him then.

I know I shouldnt be feeling this as all I ever wanted was him back, but I feel he has changed in to this person that isnt my old H, he is sooo different and hard faced I'm not even sure I like the new him. I also feel like it is me doing all the running again, me who is asking if he wants to go somewhere with us. except for last saturday when he asked if i wanted to walk MIL dog with him, he hasnt asked us (me and kids) to do anything together. And we certainly havent had no us time just me and him.(not sure how to broach that subject)

Still got my pma for me and the kids just bumming a bit when it comes to H. but hey I can do this

Hugs HB