I'm not sure if this is where this post belongs , but the last time I posted this is where I did it. I've fully let go of my H, in hope of something better (by this I do not mean a relationship, I realize I am not ready, and it's not something that I want, I am in search of a better Emily)
Some of you may remember me, I've been around these forums for a little over a year. To those of you who helped. I am thankful.. very thankful, I couldn't have gotten through all of this without the support of this forum.
I feel as though a HUGE weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I haven't spoken to Kevin (XH) in 2 months. Last I heard he may have moved to New Mexico. I am moving on nicely, there are ups and downs .... but I've stayed fairly level.
I am unsure how to proceed, I want to be divorced, but I don't want to put the time and money into trying to locate Kevin in order to divorce him. (As I said I heard to moved to New Mexico, but I don't know if he's really moved or if he's visiting, and I don't have an address). I am currently doing nothing reguarding Kevin... nothing except the letting go and moving on that needs to happen in me.
