Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

(The first thing I thought of - which is of course only a guess - is that maybe H wanted to stay behind (instead of jumping up to walk you/girls home) in order to share the good news or get support for the 2 of you. (And, if so, how would your expectation & attitude may have changed what he said/thought. . . Again, just one of many poss. reasons)

No still this was not the reason because we are not telling anybody about us trying again. we are keeping it between me and H as we dont want to get kids hopes up and dont want anyone to intefere if you know what i mean

Hugs HB