Try not to sorry about getting everything said now, you'll get to eventually. I know how badly you want him to understand how much he's hurt you. Problem is he won't.
Is there another alternative to him watching the kids? I ask this b/c he may just see it as additional pressure esp. if he's actively job hunting. As far as apologizing goes, what do you epect the outcome to be? If you expect anything, I wouldn't b/c I think you're setting yourself up. If, on the otherhand you think you were out of line, you could say that and let him know you didn't intentionally keep the practice from him (you realize he probably won't believe you). If he really thinks you're being vendictive, this may just set off another argument. He can't argue with you if you won't though (but he can spew). You ready for this?
Just some things to think about. Hope you have a good day.
