So - in looking back over some of last year's threads - I am reminded of H's concussion. And of how crabby and remote he was. It's helpful to look back at my posts because sometimes I start to think I'm imagining things. Was I just menopausal and touchy last year? Then I read back over my posts, and think "geez no, he was a bear!".
He seems better now - kinder to me, anyway. He actually initiated sex on Sunday - nice. He had a nice vacation, but seems edgy now that he is back to work. I don't know how to help him with this - he wanted to change jobs, he liked this work at first, then got disappointed in it, then decided things were getting better. He's on a trip to headquarters right now, though, and on the phone he just sounds tired and down.
I so want to "fix" things for him (I guess I'm like a guy that way) but I can't. So I try to keep from getting pulled under with him. I need to stay focused on my plans for increasing my income (in talks with a friend about sharing office space, that would allow me to open a practice of my own). Stay focused on getting back to 100% physically so I can shake this extra weight.
I love this man so much, he has no idea. At least, he has no idea when he's down. When he comes up for air he knows it.
