...Good Lord, girlfriend - are the Heavens opening up????????
P R O G R E S S .................................
You know what to do.................DETACH . DETACH . DETACH.... MOVE THE OFFICE HOME.....GET ANGRY WITH HIM........YOU ARE SO WILLING TO PLEASE, FOR ANY LITTLE CRUMB...YOU CAN'T FORCE HIM TO DO ANYTHING...HE HAS TO SEE YOU LOSE INTEREST IN HIM BEFORE HE WILL TURN TOWARDS YOU...you are too eager waiting for him... he knows this...turn away from him - he will follow...trust me.
Get some sleep...you're thinking more clearly, now...no Xanax!!! luv ya...