I do not have much time to post... I stopped at the local Library to use the Internet... hopefully by next week mine will be up and running again. Things are going well, had a little bump ( well a bump at any rate) in the road the other day, cause I mentioned that I was having problems with D10 being sassy and running her mouth. My H said I am too soft etc.etc...... none the less he was right about some stuff and wrong on other points and I did not stand down nor did I argue.Seems like when I fix one thing it is another~ He also said our R was not good and I have not changed...
and I said well I am sorry you feel this way but I think it is good and we are working on it ... I will always love you and you have the right to feel this way if you want to... but you being rude to me and saying these things will not change the situation that our D10 is acting this way. He also yelled at me for crying.... To which I replied,,, You deal with things with anger and me with tears what makes yours right and mine wrong? And you know this is why I do not tell you when they are misbehaving cause then you get like this~
The next day he was over this little tyrade of his and he was kissing my ^(**~ like crazy..... ?????????????? Called me later that nite to specifically tell me to change it to NBC and get a dress like the one on TV... mind you we are pretty tight on cash right now so he is thinking about me buying this down the road.... he sometimes confuses the h*ll out of me!
All is as well as it can be and I am continuing to work on me and my strength. God bless you all and take care... Ali
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