my C said to me in the beginning...when we were also still being intimate, that I was prostituting myself;...well that stopped the intimacy straight away !!
Like RCR says, I do miss it - terribly....but I hope that one day we will have it back under the right circumstances !!!
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
