Could Use Some Input Over here

[RedHeadWife]

I know at times I feel and know others think I'm being very naive & way too trusting and have put up w/ way too much from H, but I do truly love him and want to make up to him the things I have done or not done to damage our M. There, of course, are 2 sides to our story and WHY I may have been acting the way I was, but that doesn't even need to be hashed out as far as I'm concerned. If he does choose to walk away, I want to make sure I have shown him how much I love him and how willing I am to fix those things now that he has finally told me how unhappy he was. He has not been willing to even touch the fact that I really did not know the extent of his unhappiness, but that's neither here nor there.

I appreciate your thoughts about the EA not being "normal life." I guess that is how I choose to look at it also. She probably looks & seems perfect from his POV, but he sees me day in & day out and knows my faults, etc.

I am just going to continue on the path I'm on. I only have 3 weeks left. Just going to love him and hope that he realizes that what we have is worth holding onto.