That's exactly what I'm doing. He is probably clueless that I even know he's still talking to her. I am just still so insecure and I hate that I feel that way. I know, but don't know if he has realized it yet, that he has it damn good w/ ME and our boys and our M. Yes, maybe I came up real short in a lot of areas in the past, but I'm willing to change & fix those things. I just hope his time away is a good thing and he has time to figure out he also needs to look pretty hard at himself and finally realizes what an ass he has been to me & I still stuck by hinm. Or, he's going to cheat again and I don't know that I will accept it again.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
