Well you are right again....I don't feel good about myself mainly because of my marriage. If I were happy...I think things would be different. I would exercise but not at an obsessive amt. I also think staying at home isolates me away from other adults...so I feel terribly lonely. I have really good days when I am with others. Although I do have another addiction...the computer.
The H is doing great at work....and is growing like crazy. He feels very good in that regard. But it is a lot to have on one's shoulders...so I try to support as best I can. I don't give him a hard time about trips, etc. I used too...when he worked for someone else. But I realize this is our company so of course i need to back him up . I make sure to tell him how proud I am of him as well. A big risk to go it on your own.
I take full responsibility for our marital status. He is happy and content...except of course when s is involved. I am glad he hasn't asked me why I don't kiss him during it.
