She's not much more than a roommate

[MariS]

RGM,

I am soooo sorry to read what you have written. Please take comfort that you both did MC (mine won't go) and she actually said it, rather than filing w/out telling you (like mine).

Sending you a gazillion "Atta Boys" and HUGE amounts of PMA.

Stay in piecing, so we can find your thread. You W is still probably testing you to see how you will react. As well as if you are REALLY willing to accept her for herself.

Try your best to continue "As If'ing."

Thinking of you and sending a prayer.