Well I guess I was mistaken in making the move over here. W & I went to MC Thursday night. She dropped the bomb again. She's tired of working on our M. She feels empty and dead inside. She still loves me, cares for me but doesn't want to married anymore. She's better off being alone.
She admits and acknowledges all of the changes I've made and am cont. to make. I'm definitely a better person. But she's changed. She's a different person & she just doesn't want to be married anymore. Don't know when she'll file, but she's filing. I have found out she's already contacted her previous L. She doesn't know I've already found out. The day after she D-bombed me, I asked W if she had aleady contacted her L. She said "No", but she had 3 days earlier. W says she knows this will be painful on all, but she "has to be true to herself". Everyone else will just have to cope. I don't know if I have the strength to to through this again. S8 has already figured something is up. While at soccer practice W and I took a walk around the park. After practice S8 says, "I saw you and M walk around tonight, are there problems again?"
W has already given me "the kids are resilent and will get over all of this", again. She knows it will painful, but they'll get through it.
