We have purchased the lot so the build is going to go ahead. H has been a little looser the last few days. His Dad is holding his own, not doing great, but not causing crisis every day either.
H left for a 2 night business trip on Monday morning and I got 2 hugs, he initiated, one was a one arm and I turned it into a 2 arm so there.
I have a terrible cold so hard to work on PMA at this time.
I am trying to remember that slow is better because then it is real. I am trying to keep in mind that I could be alone right now, not what I want and that patience is worth it. Keeping my eyes on the goal.
Speaking of that, I am not good at goal setting, I think I overestimate my abilities and set too high of goals, this is in everything, not just marriage stuff. I need to practice I think by setting some small reachable goals and then getting excited about that.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
